Ok, so I haven't kissed her.
In fact, I am struggling with the fact that I want to. I know that really, we aren't even related in a blood way, it more like a passing nod kind of way. We had coffee on Monday, and it was nice. I was a wreck inside, but I don't think she was even apprehensive.
The conversation was a continuation of our date. Work, life, and other such mundane topics. Then I blurted it out before I even knew what I was saying... I asked her if it bothered her at all that her great grandmother and my grandmother were sisters? the answer she gave was a relief, yet it also generated more questions. As a man, I realize that I am supposed to be confident and secure. These are things that women look for above almost anything in someone they want to date.. so, all my insecure questions went unasked as she told me that she was fine with our distant relation.
I wanted to ask her all the questions that mattered after that, and I think she could tell. She didn't show it outwardly, but I could see the smile in her eyes. This brought up another thought as it made her far more appealing to me.... My mother. now Brenda is smart, and sexy and is one of the only girls I have dated in a while that can converse with me on a level that keeps me intrigued, but she was definitely pushing some of my buttons. A couple, I would think its just attraction, but as many as she got to, she obviously talks to my mother!
So, as nervous and bewildered by this as I am, Brenda and I will be going out again this weekend.
Before that, I think I will have a little talk with my mother!
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